I get excited and look forward to each game. I mainly watch on TV so its already compromised by not being able to see all the ground. Then the game starts and I shake my head.
We are playing an incredibly boring brand of football. The players look completely disinterested, sort of like those people who go to work everyday because they have to earn a living but don't really give a s**t about their job.
The commentary has to be heard to be believed. If there is nothing to say you can bet your bottom dollar someone will find something inane to say. Commentators rarely comment on inconsistent or contentious decisions, so even that is boring.
Even if we were playing an exciting brand of football the rule interpretations mean that the game would still be frustrating as there are too many ball up (or should that balls ups) no reward for tackling, dropping the ball no longer exists, hands in the back, what can I say.
And that's without all the issues of going to a game including ticket prices, food costs, scheduling etc.
I used to love cricket, particularly test matches, but after all the bribe allegations and the Hanse Cronje stuff I went right off cricket and didn't watch it all and that is for probably 15 years or more. I have only just recently started watching test cricket again because I was so turned off by it.
That's what I fear will happen to my love of football. I no longer really enjoy the game. Its no longer the hard tough, uncompromising, high scoring, high marking spectacular contest that is was only a few years ago. The smart strategic tactics have also gone, the long kick to the boundary (Fletch was a master at it) the rushed behind, the knock it out of bounds to force a throw in. All gone in the push to speed up the game for television. And what have we ended up with? A giant game of keeping's off. A sort of British Bulldog for those of you old enough to remember.
And if this ASADA stuff continues much longer, or wipes out our team then I will probably turn off and may never come back. I hate the AFL for what they have done to the game in the ever increasing search for the dollar, the players too to a certain extent, they haven't helped with their increasing desire for an increasing % of the take, driving up costs.
I hate the AFL for their desire to protect their brand and therefore our players at the risk of our club. And I really dislike EFC admin and board, not for allowing supplements, they should be applauded for that, but the way in which they sacrificed our good name, allowed our brand to be trashed, and stood there for twelve months and said nothing.
And then when Tania Hird had the guts to stand up to people they trashed her too and talked of moving on. Well guess what, we cant move on, the media, the AFL, ASADA and everyone else wont let us move on.
Am I enjoying this season? Meh