Just an update on me, I didn’t take the prescribed medicine Lexapro or even buy it, kept the prescription in front of me incase things really got to the point of no return.
I had my days off from work and took some advice from people here, cleaned my house, did little things I could accomplish by myself and increased my exercise, went and saw some good friends.
I went back to work yesterday really had anxiety of what rumours or what had been said and nearly turned around again to give up but found so many people supportive it was really uplifting. So glad I pushed through.
I went back to the doctor today for the results of my blood tests and every thing is perfect, iron levels, cholesterol , liver (unbelievable) kidney, no signs of diabetes etc all checked out perfect.
Really want to thank everyone in here for the stories they shared and advice, I am so glad I didn’t go for the medication and I told my doctor I feel a lot happier and will not go for psychology/counselling therapy as recommended.
Again this thread, blitzers, The Bombers you guys and girls as maybe insignificant as it may seem have been are very significant to me. I hope this positive mentality stays with me as I feel in control now.
Love you all and remember everyone some times you have to fight it out, my demons are nearly erased just like Melbourne
Still having the most vivid crazy dreams but just embracing them now, a lot better than most of the tripe movies I watch these days.